Today is June 8 and I am just getting started on this blog. I am posting some emails from the past 2 weeks that will bring everyone up to speed on this crazy life Wayne and I are living. As I re read these emails it seems it happened forever ago. Praise God for all the miracles that have happened since cancer has become a reality in our lives. Do your best, prepare for the worst-then trust God to bring the victory (proverbs 21.31 message bible)
I never thought I would be in this situation, your husband being diagnosed with cancer and a newborn-this only happens on episodes of House, unfortunately I can't take a commercial break. My faith in God ( let me clarify God, I mean God of the bible, not a higher power or a god that each person defines as however they seem fit) has given me the courage to face this head on, I refuse to give into fear which comes from satan, I am going to live in faith which comes from God!!! I love Wayne with all my heart and pray for a miracle. I don't know if God will heal Wayne but I do BELIEVE that God can heal him and that is where my hope is. Hope against all Hope. I am reminded that many people don't know God so I am sure this God talk sounds crazy so if you have another way to deal with life I am all ears. God promises that he is for us not against us, he promises to be strong when we are weak, he promises that all we have to do is believe that Jesus died for our sins, most importantly for me at this point in my life he promises life with him in heaven. You will be shocked by my honesty but if you can handle the truth, please join Wayne and I on this journey and watch how God can work in all situations and thru all things!!!!! I know that God is bigger than cancer and is working in all of our lives, even if you don't believe in God he still believes in you. For those of your praying for us THANK YOU.